Also,

My brother and I have been practicing speaking Russian. We've been cussing each other out with a few words we looked up and had practice speaking on it ahahahahaha

Мне очень жаль!

I've been so lethargic from this heat and been fooling around. Way behind with everything! And I did lose touch with this site for awhile...

No matter! I would like to still continue making clothe pieces that I've been anxious in making, and hopefully have a few buyers that would be interested, and would be satisfy with the work I have done that I put my sweat and blood into! Ahahaha kidding.

Я учусь этому медленно

A dear friend of mine and I will be studying and learning about Russia! He's been practicing for, God knows how long, and I have recently been starting. I really do love the culture and it's something new! It's different then your average Spanish speakers, common English language, and possibly French and Arabic, but that's rare around here in Cali. ahahahaha

I'd like to spice things up in my life, take chances, and start living my life. We've been told to do the same repeated cycle, been told what to do with our lives by our parents, and I know that they don't want us to be broke poor, struggling everyday, but of course we are going to end up struggling unless you're one of those 'lucky' people that can get what they want without karma or can snatch up anything (if you get what i'm saying.)

I mean to really live off the life I have fantasy over and over. I am in a balance between fantasy and reality. I've been told what to do that wasn't even my intentions to do or without me thinking about it. I've had a list to check off that my father had written for me.. and I started thinking.. what about what I WANT. I've seen my parents struggle and stress over about making money to live comfortably, and to get that degree. They have their diplomas, but the money is so hard to make and everything seems broken down that they have nothing to show for... I don't want that. I want much more and I aim to take it. To take what's mine and mine ONLY.

Quick snapshot!

Thought I should put this baby in good use*~

Shut up >,<

"You're a lagger.. a cute lagger"

And i'm sorry for all the wait! I've been procrastinating up the ass, and I was out of order for the last month an a half. I've been studying and blowing my money on a tutor who hasn't been in the least supportive or tries helping me with my work that I desperately need to do. I have taken a few photos here and there, but they are just snap shots. I'm waiting patiently, even though I am quite anxious, to start photo-shooting this summer! I love for my hair to be done. What girl wouldn't? I deserve some nice treatment. Every girl does!

Now, today I drove over to San Juan to visit family there. I stopped by at Fresh and Easy to pick up a few snacks to munch on since my family aren't vegans.. and whenever I arrive they would always have meat laying there.. as if I would nibble on a few pieces or two.. ANYWAYS, a very sweet lady that was in her mid 40's probably mid 30's, wearing a business look outfit, walked up towards me and immediately assumed I was Russian! Which to me is a very cute compliment! But of course i'm not Russian >,<
She loved my big eyes and wanted to book me in the model agency! How exciting! Well, I told her I wasn't ready yet and needed to continue on with my schooling, I have a child that I am DEFINITELY not ready to leave behind in care of my family YET, and that I have so much to practice on.. I told her it is my dream, but my place isn't finished yet here. She completely understood and asked for my number! I did, of course I asked for hers and a card. (She didn't have a card for this whole booking thig, but had a card of her other job she is working at.) I have been fantasizing about everything that could happen all at once. I just can't have it slip away so fast though. There's so much to do! Well, I have to sleep lovely's! But here's quick snapshots of myself. I bid you adieu! Until next time.. that is when I have the time ;p

Lovelies!

You've all been so patient and I can't thank you enough! I finally got the camera of my dreams. All I had to do was show my grade and my pappy was damn proud of how far i've gotten! I love shopping at the electronics section with my brother. He has the best taste in quality and comparing which is more you would lean towards too without spending a lot more of your bundle. Viola~! Present you this baby

It doesn't have to be smanchy fancy. This and the Cannon were at the top of my list. They both do exactly the same thing, BUT this one has 15x zoom and more than the popular Cannon. Popularity isn't always at its finest. I am learning how to use all the tools + tricks! I'm excited to also work on using the photoshop. Make my skills glamour and clean <3

I'm simply in LOVE

With facial hair. The trim and taken care of kind ahahaha

Not when it gets bushy and wild looking..

Spring/Summer

Coming out with a B a n g ~

• Tattoo bow-shape nipples
• Leg/thigh tattoo
• Dermals/ back dermals
• Taking classes on photography + lightening + photoshop skills ~
• More frequently playing on the piano
• Tease and N e v e r please

For now that’s my list-although I shall also stay positive and what i’m aiming for i’ll work 1000x harder. Tough girl and smeared lipstick <3 

Get your head out of the clouds

I've been studying all week/weekend and haven't been able to have time until now! I am keeping my fingerscross   that i'll have enough money save for a MAC laptop. Also saving up for a few materials to start working on my project and snap a few photos of the designs i've been working on! I'm so excited to share this with all of you. I thank you all for being so patient <3 

One day

Working on my leg/thigh tattoo! I promise you it's not the same design as the others who usually have anchors, octopus, bows, ect. This is something that has a meaning, but also is my impression on a certain someone and for myself. If that makes any sense? It makes sense in my head ahahaha.

Gracefulness and balance

I said i’d be taking chances, and here I am feeling sorry for myself. Time to flow like water and create new paths for myself to get out of this mess.

Fuck

I'm really on my own. I have no one else but me.

Beige and white

My eyes and heart set on this beautiful material. I have been buying laces non-stop. I went shopping at thrift store Dee Lux and bought a few items that had a spring ~ summer feel to them, and may even post a few photos of these beautiful lovely's.

Galaxy

I can't stress this enough! I will be designing my own clothing company as soon as I can. I just need the materials which co$t money, I need acrylic paints, spray paints, spandex clothing, thigh socks, and shorts! I search for items i'd like to buy and can see other people have a bit of the same problem as me. The cost is way over our budget, and I would like to fix that (:

I hope to save enough money to buy the materials I need, snap a few photos, post them online, and fingers-cross that someone would buy it- FOR CHEAP, and my name goes out for everyone to buy the items their hearts are set on <3 I would love to see my customers happy and smiling when their package arrives at their front door with the certain item they bought, and post photos of the item they are wearing so that others can see and trust me! I would love some feedback from all of you ~*

What a day, what a world

Honesty is the best policy. Sometimes it bites you in the ass, but it's always worth it.

I would know. The beginning of March hasn't been kind to me. My professor knowingly I work damn hard on my homework, I study right after school all through out the night, and I always head to class bright early. My aunt always says, "The early bird gets the worm." Out of 15 questions I get graded and returned back to me a 11.5, which isn't so bad out of a few classmates in the classroom. I am BARELY there. A heads up, I haven't been to school for two years after high school. I was taking care of my boyfriend who was born with papillomatosis, and later it turn into cancer. Anyways, by my close friends and my father's point of view, I am doing a heck of a lot better than most drop outs who just enter college, and have already dropped it within a week. They were fucking impress and proud-which to me is a great achievement! Well, I guess my professor didn't think so (NOTE: The class I am in isn't even college level yet. It's a level to build me up to get prepare and ready for college level.)

I had to drop the class because she explained in the email that I needed to study for two hours and haven't been doing a good job.. of course my father blew a fuse. He has an English major, he tutored me, he guided me, and help taking care of my daughter while I kept studying and studying. He thinks my professor is biased. I know I work hard. I knew in my gut that she didn't seem to like me the minute I walk through that door. I guess it's my fault for opening up to her about how I got there at college, what I want in my life, and what my purpose is in the schooling. I opened up and of course get slap across the face.

No matter. I'm still going to thrive on, and continue facing the greatest challenges in my life. I'll show her and everyone that I will be somebody. And not just "internet famous", but someone that people will recognize my work for.

Valerie vs Depression - FIGHT!!!!

I've been depress for quite sometime now over my education. To most of you it's not a big deal because you can always pull through on  the long run and look back at all the struggles you've been put through and can withstand anything that comes to your path without even shedding a tear. For me, it was like that. Now.. I envy my best friend. She is becoming a model for a company that helps animal shelters and store brand foods-to most of you it's not a HUGE thing, but her name will be out there for other companies to wanting her to work for them. Her grades are absolutely bloody brilliant! She is a role model for me of someone I know I can be too. I can do the things she does, maybe better. Who knows? But I know down the line I want to help others, but if I want to help others I must first help myself. Not just physically, but spiritually, academically, and mentally. If I can't help myself I cannot help those in need. That's the thing with me I like to fix the "broken". I do pick on myself which is horrible because normally i'm positive, confident, and such an asshole, I keep things to myself, but have been changing that to be more open and reach out to others! Its one of those long nights where you feel sorry for yourself and later you pick yourself up the boot straps. I want those good grades more than anything, making my boyfriend proud of how i'm raising our daughter, have my name out there to help people and to also maybe part time modeling? Just helping the companies with their business. Well, I know i've been through so much bullshit that I can pick myself up to get what I want if I stop picking on myself. That's why i'm upset and depress on myself. I have to stop, I NEED to stop. It won't do me any good if I keep lounging around and procrastinate. I've said it before and i'll say it again, ROME WASN'T BUILT IN A DAY.

Silly rant done.

Layers upon layers

I do love laces. I love putting things together, ESPECIALLY when it comes to laces. I dare myself to put them over a few pieces and walk out that front door. Let's see how many glances and stares i'll receive with what i'll be trying on. I am saving up money to buy myself a cannon camera to take a few snap shots of the clothing I will be placing together for everyone to see! I would love everyone's feedback!

I can hear your stomach growling behind your screen

Can I just rub this in your face of how delicious this lunch I had was?

Mushrooms and cabbage <3 

And to top it off with a nice cool refreshing drink.. Boba almond milk tea!

I get it love, don't be too upset

Which I won't. It takes time for things to process and to gain followers that is willing to support my creativity and dreams. To aspire others would take awhile, but I always tell myself, "Rome wasn't built in a day."

Promises are just words unless full filled

Your average looking girl. I like to think of myself as the 'Natural Beauty'. Piercings are all gone, no more crazy different hair colors, no tattoos yet-I shall be having just a small amount soon in a couple of months. I don't plan on going all out like other girls would. I like how 'pale' skin my body is without covering it all up in tattoos. Don't misread this. I have nothing against girls having their body all covered in tattoos. I admire the body work it just doesn't fit me. I won't be sharing my ideas yet though about the tattoos i'll be getting!

I'm wearing a crop jean denim sweater-
Striped off-the-shoulder shirt from American Apparel.

Orange Lipstick by E.L.F

Don't ignore me

And I shall not! I haven't been able to have the time to be able to put my thoughts down and I have been having a horrible week. One thing came after another, it was too much! I finally caught up on my sleep and am now feeling refreshed. I deactivated my Facebook account for the time being, I want a clean fresh start and to focus on this blog to create my self image, to share to the world, helping others, and sharing my creativity! I'm excited to show everyone what i've been working on and to sell them at affordable prices as well. I notice how everyone struggles with buying the 'latest fashion' and how everyone would DREAM of buying it and showing it to others, feeling confident about themselves and wearing something that fits their taste!


This will take some time though because I am having a difficult time setting up and i'm not that great on photography. Well, i'm learning!

I take my heart out of my chest I just don't need it anymore

What an awful feeling

The feelings I have are all mixed emotions. I am frustrated and confuse. I know I can go to counselling for this but I'd rather talk to someone who has been in my position and has overcome it. This feeling I have shouldn't phase me, but it keeps getting in the way of my thoughts. I've been stressed over these feelings and a good friend of mine had told me that I shouldn't because it is completely normal. I am the only one who knows when to move on and when my heart has been healed. This is my own healing and mine alone. I need to work through it and I really believe it's a desperate need of closure that I didn't get from Jeremy. I didn't know what he wanted for me. We never really had a talk about these kinds of things of him departing and what he would like for me. I don't know if anyone ever had that kind of talk with their spouses/boyfriends. I keep being told, "He would want you to be happy. He would want a father figure for Rainy." But then I was told, "You want a replacement. I don't mean as cold-heartedly or slutty and need a guy, but you just miss him so much you want someone in your life to make you feel the way he did and someone similar because that's what you grew to love." That I agree with but at the same time I am iffy about it. If I were to be with someone I hope to not have him think I will compare him to my dead boyfriend. He is his own person and I think it's hard to be in a relationship with someone that just lost a loved one and trying to show them affectionate they might back off, and from there you know they weren't ready in the first place but its been years! And they are still stuck in the island. I'm not saying I want to be in a relationship please don't misunderstand me. I am barely spreading my wings of being single again for so long and as a single parent. My time is consume by my daughter and college which I don't think I will even have enough time with the guy that he would want and in the end hurt him. Even though he may understand he doesn't understand FULLY. I know I don't really want someone who has also lost someone recently I know we would have this in common but I think it would still drag me down. We'd both be open of course explaining what had happen in the situation and what they were like, but it'd be too much depression and a heavy weight. I'd like someone from the "outside" of the circle someone "fresh" that can be different. It would be someone that does make me feel the way Jeremy did, but differently. See what I did there? Near the top of my sentence of what I was just explaining what my friend had told me I did agree with her but I also wasn't so sure because of all the downfalls it could have. See how everything seems so double standard? It's bullshit lol. Or maybe i'm just making this hard on myself.
I hold back now. I question myself if I do want this or not in the future. But I later think about how I don't really need a companion. I don't have to be tied down, feeling jealousy, and get into arguments. I've already been through that hard road. But that's what love is as well. It can go both ways. But you need communication which is key to everything. We miscommunicate so much that it leads to fights and the friend that goes with miscommunication is common sense. That's my perspective! See, I already know i'm going to go through it again, but this time with my daughter. She has her wants and needs as well. She's going to be needing me her whole life and more. My daughter is the one who has my heart now. She comes first than any guy that will just come and go in my life. Again another double standard. I know I would want someone to hold me, someone to love, someone to be my partner in crime, to be an asshole with without taking anything seriously, easy to talk too, and grateful for his life. That's where I figured out about myself. I like guys who appreciate their lives. They are grateful for everything and anything in their life. For someone who literally had nothing, and I mean nothing. Jeremy had only the clothes he has had since freshman in high school clothing. Just clothes. He had trouble with his mom and moved in with his sister that was living with their step father. He brought only his clothes and slept in the same bed with his sister because in that house that they lived in had no furniture but a fridge. Rooms were rented out by ex addicts. Anyways, he just had his clothes and every weekend went out to hang with his friends no money he walked to places that were far which was hard for him in the condition he was in. He was very thoughtful towards his friends. Always there for them. He may have had nothing, but to me he had the whole world. He wasn't greedy or envious about wanting things. He knew he could live without it. He just enjoyed the people that cared about him in his life. I like when people are grateful, thoughtful, NOT A LIAR (I honestly cannot tolerate liars.), and enjoyed life. Appreciated living and thankful. I have met guys who were.. now how can I put this without sounding so.. blegh? Well, guys who were typical. Same guy, different face. Wanting bitches on their nuts, bragged about shit, and has everything provided for them. (Not against that. I mean provided to the point where they complain over little things when they have EVERYTHING. I hope this makes sense. Made sense in my head.) I did feel affection for someone. I stopped myself. I focused on what my goals are and went on my way. I really want to write a letter to Lisa Niemi and reach out to her. But she probably has her own problems to deal with. I just hope to find an answer. It doesn't have to be now. It also doesn't have to be physically. It can be spiritually. I hope it finds my way or I find it.

This just came to me as I was washing dishes

I would love to be a model. I would love to wear the greatest and finest designers clothing, prance around in them, and have my picture taken. It would be lovely to tour around the world, eat different food, relax at the finest hotels, and take photos of the places you've been to show to your family! It's nice to daydream about this idea, but it sure does take a lot of work and rejections. I'm fine with rejections i've had it slap me across the face too many times to count! Especially last year..


Where i'm going with this is that i'd love to be a model and have the practice for it, the desire of this dream, but I would rather be of help and service to those who are in need. I'm wanting to be a therapist for cancer patients. I did get this idea from the movie 50/50, but also because I have such a strong passion for this. My boyfriend who has been recently deceased last year in 2011 and after having his child I really wanted to reach out for those who were in my position and also to those who are struggling and in need for someone to listen to them. I've seen it all when staying over at the hospital where my boyfriend was treated at the time for chemotherapeutic and radiation. He had roommates and a few were quite nice the rest not so much, but you can't really blame them but at the same token they could have been a bit more polite >,<


I've eavesdropped (at least i'm honest about it, so sue me!) on conversations of the roommates we've had to share with what they were going through, their families thought of it, the prayers they've repeated over and over by the book of the bible. You can feel so much energy of desperation for the cure to the disease that these children/teenagers/adults have and are going through. They are fighters as well as anyone with any disease trying to make it in life. I know this will take me a good amount of 6-7 years maybe more to gain this accomplishment, to be a counselor, a therapist for these people. I'm willing to do this for them, for myself, and for my little girl.

You look like a tweaker

My mind is completely frying! I can't seem to concentrate on my work and I can't sit still. I keep thinking about Jeremy, where my future is heading, and money. I need to study, need to read and review what will be on the test + quizzes. Oh how I envy the little children sleeping and playing their day away without worrying about paying bills, food in the fridge, ect. They can lounge the day away ~

Monday Morning

I will take a snapshot of myself ~*
I haven't taken a new photo in years and I really wanted something powerful to capture the naked eye but as of now, i'll just have something for people to just stare at ahahahahahaha

I'm laughing right now

Because it really is not a big deal at all. I knew it was a mixed feeling and i'm not caring at all. But ranting about it helps in a few ways I just cannot explain.
I'm focusing on myself 
and my girl. I am going to do what i'm suppose to do. Feel confident and beautiful, be the best damn mother I can be towards my daughter.


Now that I got that out of my chest, I need to do my work but Math and I don't get along and neither English. I'm stuck and need to clear my head, I know i'll pull through but in the meantime I just need a break.
Playing Calvin Harris- I'm not alone on repeat for two hours straight, now to play some other tunes.

I get even

Too soon pt. 2

I had a talk with Jeremy. For most of you, you would think 'what a nutcase!'. I guess?
I basically went somewhere quiet, got settled, and began to just talk.


Dear Jeremy,
I will be truthful, I think its a crush or just feeling a simple affection towards another. It won't last long because that significant other has ahold of another. I don't think it will phase, no i'm not "goo goo eyeing" like a young high school girl over a celebrity or a boy she has the hots for. It came and went. I just wanted to be honest with you because it isn't fair to you. You dead for these past five months and already I feel another feeling towards another. I don't know how to grieve properly, reading about it doesn't help and trying to find a person going through the same thing doesn't help either because nothing seems to "fit" where I stand. Or maybe i'm not looking hard enough. I'll keep going on doing what i'm suppose to be doing. College and returning home to our little girl, giving her the best I can afford and attend to her special needs. I dress up nicely, become an excellent role model for our daughter, and focus on my studies. Right now, I am having too much fun being single. I think how it's nice to have some sort of affection towards another human, but I already had that with you and this to me is a break. I will spend this time wisely. You will always have my heart, you know that. I don't think this crush means anything. I don't want to deal with another heartache and to be tormented. Again, I just wanted to be fair to you by telling you I have a feeling that I don't feel comfortable with but I know it will go away. I'm going with the flow, I sit back and enjoy the show.


I love you.

Too soon

I have a crush.

Lana Del rey

My mood for this lovely night

Spring

First day of college wasn’t so bad. It was pretty fun actually!
Left at nine, arrived at around 9:39a.m parking was a hassle! I felt like a mouse looking for its cheese in a maze! Trying to win a parking space before all the other teenagers can get to it!
I later got lost trying to find my class (found it, thanks to a really helpful lady) and there are doors that automatically open for you, so I assumed when walking towards this door that it would open (it didn’t) so I waited there for a few seconds and these group of asians were laughing, I just smiled nervously ( in my mind i’m flipping them off) and push the door open, kinda ran to class more like a sprint, i’m fucking awkward hahahahaha and made it just in time! Only to see a certain ass who blocks my view of our teacher!
Whatever, hahahahaha but it was nice. Now for tomorrow.. have to wake up really early for English ~

For someone, that person

One day. I know i'll save up enough money to do my thigh piece. I know there's many of you out there that may rant on about how getting a tattoo you'll regret it. But that's the thing, I am very careful on what i'm about to get because if i'm wanting it, I know it's something that I won't regret it in the future. Because what i'm getting isn't to "fit" in with the crowd. This is something for me. For someone. It's not the best photo of a close up but where it is place is where i'll be having mine too.

Mood for this lovely evening

I know she doesn't sound.. all that great live.

I love it

Drugstores really have nice things once you get the hang of knowing what to buy.
What I mean is that, instead of buying the things you see in expensive stores you can get the same thing (sometimes different but yet the same) at drugstores, Big Lots, dollar tree, 99 cents stores, ect. Anywhere, you can buy little accessories to make it count, variety of items that you would find cute and your friends may even want to borrow/ love!
I bought scrunchies, hair clips, knee high socks with patterns (that I can throw on and wear boots/creepers/shoes with!) I also bought hair spray, fake eyelashes, and even undershirts I can use with tops.
I know that some items can look really cheap but I don't mean to buy the breakable things, but the items that look pretty.. snazzy!
Thrift store shopping, think of it like that. ~*

PINK PINK LAVENDER LAVENDER

I've been obsessing over pink and lavender hair for far too long and been wanting to do a little experiment on my hair for awhile, WITHOUT my family appetizing me and complaining how i'm a mother and shouldn't be having different colors in my hair, i'm suppose to be a role model, i'm no longer a teeny bopper. Well, I do agree with them to a degree but as of now, she is a baby who drools, poops, sleeps, and eats + attention for that fun and loving care <3
I personally, just want to have my fun for the meantime, and I do not take my hair for granted! It's been through so much bleaching and dying for years, and as of now I just want to go for the ombre look. I have planned for dark blonde with pink bangs. BUT I soon lean towards on wanting pink hair, and later now i'm wanting lavender hair. Which I've had before and MANY people loved it on me!


I'm so indecisive!

Hello!

I know my blog is not all jazz up, i'm a noob at the moment, so have patience with me!
I'm really trying to set up my own projects here on this site, gain some followers to share ideas with, conversant, and maybe make new friends!


I'm working on saving money to buy a nice camera (*Cannon -fingerscross- ) to take photos of outfits I throw in all together, where to buy them, and creating my own to possibly sell them if anyone is interested!
I also will be creating videos on my piano skills ~*~* and maybe have a partner out of the states, to Skype and play along with me ;D
I'll try to have some time to get everything started. Till then, tootles ~*

How the fuck do girls get shit bought from people who they don't even know, mailed to them, especially on tumblr. Doesn't make sense!


Oh wait, you have to be admire and tumblr famous.

He Is We

Sleepy

I wonder if you’ve experienced death, would you be able to see or feel the energy of the deceased? I know this question sounds irrelevant, it just so happens to be fiddling with my mind. I couldn’t ignore not asking and find results/different opinions about this. Everyone’s ideas are interesting to hear / read what they have to say. I like the different perspectives on what others have to say.

Why am I letting this bother me?

The “friends” I use to have in my past bitch about how they had ‘no one beside them’ during their high school years. I can’t believe myself right now to even LET IT bother me this much. Now I place it in a ‘box’ and let my stupidity leave my head/feelings.


Now that I think of it, I am a fucking good friend. I did so much for others and I even put THEM before me. Use to be treated like shit and my life drag through the mud, now I stand up for myself and speak my mind without any hesitation. 

Gadgets

Technology, why do you hate me so?!

Accomplish!

YES! Going back to college without the hassles of registering. You know, it’s not that bad having a family member that’s a teacher, professor, and/or a school counselor.
I’m excited to learn and have my knowledge expand.

And also a treat for moi, since i’m back in my father is taking me out shopping for clothes, shoes, and get my weave done ~

I feel so spoil. And I fucking love it. 

I could go far if I push harder

She's my inspiration. I am taking French and Spanish classes. I’ll be learning how to play piano, my favorite instrument!
I want to be able to play as excellent as Victor Borge. He's my inspiration as well,  and even my idol.
He was known as The Clown Prince of Denmark to many and I would love to put some comedy into music and be known as someone. I know I won’t be as funny as he was, but I think I have some humor. Huhuhu~

To a new and improve, moi

For my first tattoo (which will be next month) i’ll be having my daughter’s name on the front of my legs. Been wanting it done since I was pregnant with her and have been slowly saving up. I’m hopeful that I have enough money to get it professionally done and happy to know that Taylor Jae will be by my side, holding my hand, while I cry like a baby. Cheers! To this NY, my 2012 seems to be going well.

90's

I WISH VELVET CLOTHING AND ACCESSORIES WOULD HAVE STAYED IN THE 90S.

Much needed

My daughter and I can’t sleep. (We didn’t even bother watching the Metor Showers after excitedly bragging about it to everyone.) We’re both cranky from the lack of sleep. And the damn birds are singing. Fuck.

Oh, poo

Literally. The toilet is my sactuaray. Don’t care how gross you all feel about it, especially when i’m talking about it.

Don’t be a hypocrite. We’ve all taken our laptops/phones/technology everywhere we go, even the bathroom.

Flip

I started a new account because the one I was using there were just too many.. rude and hurtful comments.
I know running away from my problems won’t do any good, but that’s what I normally do. I run away as if to expect a different result, feeling like I have a new “life” to start over. Basically flip the page.

So here I am.