Honesty is the best policy. Sometimes it bites you in the ass, but it's always worth it.
I would know. The beginning of March hasn't been kind to me. My professor knowingly I work damn hard on my homework, I study right after school all through out the night, and I always head to class bright early. My aunt always says, "The early bird gets the worm." Out of 15 questions I get graded and returned back to me a 11.5, which isn't so bad out of a few classmates in the classroom. I am BARELY there. A heads up, I haven't been to school for two years after high school. I was taking care of my boyfriend who was born with papillomatosis, and later it turn into cancer. Anyways, by my close friends and my father's point of view, I am doing a heck of a lot better than most drop outs who just enter college, and have already dropped it within a week. They were fucking impress and proud-which to me is a great achievement! Well, I guess my professor didn't think so (NOTE: The class I am in isn't even college level yet. It's a level to build me up to get prepare and ready for college level.)
I had to drop the class because she explained in the email that I needed to study for two hours and haven't been doing a good job.. of course my father blew a fuse. He has an English major, he tutored me, he guided me, and help taking care of my daughter while I kept studying and studying. He thinks my professor is biased. I know I work hard. I knew in my gut that she didn't seem to like me the minute I walk through that door. I guess it's my fault for opening up to her about how I got there at college, what I want in my life, and what my purpose is in the schooling. I opened up and of course get slap across the face.
No matter. I'm still going to thrive on, and continue facing the greatest challenges in my life. I'll show her and everyone that I will be somebody. And not just "internet famous", but someone that people will recognize my work for.
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