Lovelies!

You've all been so patient and I can't thank you enough! I finally got the camera of my dreams. All I had to do was show my grade and my pappy was damn proud of how far i've gotten! I love shopping at the electronics section with my brother. He has the best taste in quality and comparing which is more you would lean towards too without spending a lot more of your bundle. Viola~! Present you this baby

It doesn't have to be smanchy fancy. This and the Cannon were at the top of my list. They both do exactly the same thing, BUT this one has 15x zoom and more than the popular Cannon. Popularity isn't always at its finest. I am learning how to use all the tools + tricks! I'm excited to also work on using the photoshop. Make my skills glamour and clean <3

I'm simply in LOVE

With facial hair. The trim and taken care of kind ahahaha

Not when it gets bushy and wild looking..

Spring/Summer

Coming out with a B a n g ~

• Tattoo bow-shape nipples
• Leg/thigh tattoo
• Dermals/ back dermals
• Taking classes on photography + lightening + photoshop skills ~
• More frequently playing on the piano
• Tease and N e v e r please

For now that’s my list-although I shall also stay positive and what i’m aiming for i’ll work 1000x harder. Tough girl and smeared lipstick <3 

Get your head out of the clouds

I've been studying all week/weekend and haven't been able to have time until now! I am keeping my fingerscross   that i'll have enough money save for a MAC laptop. Also saving up for a few materials to start working on my project and snap a few photos of the designs i've been working on! I'm so excited to share this with all of you. I thank you all for being so patient <3 

One day

Working on my leg/thigh tattoo! I promise you it's not the same design as the others who usually have anchors, octopus, bows, ect. This is something that has a meaning, but also is my impression on a certain someone and for myself. If that makes any sense? It makes sense in my head ahahaha.

Gracefulness and balance

I said i’d be taking chances, and here I am feeling sorry for myself. Time to flow like water and create new paths for myself to get out of this mess.

Fuck

I'm really on my own. I have no one else but me.

Beige and white

My eyes and heart set on this beautiful material. I have been buying laces non-stop. I went shopping at thrift store Dee Lux and bought a few items that had a spring ~ summer feel to them, and may even post a few photos of these beautiful lovely's.

Galaxy

I can't stress this enough! I will be designing my own clothing company as soon as I can. I just need the materials which co$t money, I need acrylic paints, spray paints, spandex clothing, thigh socks, and shorts! I search for items i'd like to buy and can see other people have a bit of the same problem as me. The cost is way over our budget, and I would like to fix that (:

I hope to save enough money to buy the materials I need, snap a few photos, post them online, and fingers-cross that someone would buy it- FOR CHEAP, and my name goes out for everyone to buy the items their hearts are set on <3 I would love to see my customers happy and smiling when their package arrives at their front door with the certain item they bought, and post photos of the item they are wearing so that others can see and trust me! I would love some feedback from all of you ~*

What a day, what a world

Honesty is the best policy. Sometimes it bites you in the ass, but it's always worth it.

I would know. The beginning of March hasn't been kind to me. My professor knowingly I work damn hard on my homework, I study right after school all through out the night, and I always head to class bright early. My aunt always says, "The early bird gets the worm." Out of 15 questions I get graded and returned back to me a 11.5, which isn't so bad out of a few classmates in the classroom. I am BARELY there. A heads up, I haven't been to school for two years after high school. I was taking care of my boyfriend who was born with papillomatosis, and later it turn into cancer. Anyways, by my close friends and my father's point of view, I am doing a heck of a lot better than most drop outs who just enter college, and have already dropped it within a week. They were fucking impress and proud-which to me is a great achievement! Well, I guess my professor didn't think so (NOTE: The class I am in isn't even college level yet. It's a level to build me up to get prepare and ready for college level.)

I had to drop the class because she explained in the email that I needed to study for two hours and haven't been doing a good job.. of course my father blew a fuse. He has an English major, he tutored me, he guided me, and help taking care of my daughter while I kept studying and studying. He thinks my professor is biased. I know I work hard. I knew in my gut that she didn't seem to like me the minute I walk through that door. I guess it's my fault for opening up to her about how I got there at college, what I want in my life, and what my purpose is in the schooling. I opened up and of course get slap across the face.

No matter. I'm still going to thrive on, and continue facing the greatest challenges in my life. I'll show her and everyone that I will be somebody. And not just "internet famous", but someone that people will recognize my work for.